Category: Self Compassion
i have no idea what’s gotten into me… the last few days have been consumed with feelings of guilt, unworthiness, and shame. it really hit home last night when i fully admitted that i hadn’t been the best girlfriend. while i have become better in certain areas like giving him space to do work, getting him to bed on time… that’s it and i’m ashamed to say that.
i know this too has happened in my friendships. i feel like i could have been so much more supportive during times like these but for some reason, i haven’t been able to and i’m not sure why.
for the first time in a while, i feel inadequate. i can’t seem to get over my shortcomings and mistakes. i know i have a tendency to be hard on myself but maybe it’s come full throttle because i’ve been so lax about everything else in my life. sigh…
i’m finding it really hard to have self compassion right now but Lord God, please show me your love so that I can love myself the way you have always loved me.